But why the heck am i acting like this all the time? -.-
I always feel very sensitive & that whole bucket of sensitivity takes over my body.
When i think back, there's only one word that can fully describe me,
Immature. Gotta admit i'm not matured at all, right? Everyone agrees la. :]
I don't know how to think positive, but i know how to escape from my problems.
I never took the time to understand what was pictured so clearly right infront of my eyes.
I only knew how to be happy, & only cared about reaching my own satisfactions.
My sense of immaturity is really a disgrace to all. Hahaha.
When people say bad things about me, I tend to take it too seriously,
I gotta admit it hurts a lot, but i tried my best not to show how i felt,
Cause what they said was true & my heart kept denying the truth.
I'm too afraid to accept knowing what has been hidden behind those curtains for so long.
Once it's unfold, i would start avoiding and hiding myself to face reality.
Though you can never lie to yourself no matter how hard you try.
It's a burden that you can only hold for a very short while.
But,
Baby, it's really my fault, i'm sorry. I really am. ily.
