Monday, July 20, 2009

I just can't comprehend .

Had lots of mood swings today, may be i ain't feeling well or what..
But really got pissed 'bout many things.
First was the Sejarah test, did badly. Aswell as the ert test,
which was the exact mock paper few years ago? -.-
All the other periods were okay, except the two last periods .
Teacher was going through the lit novel,
Practically everyone fell asleep, including me ._.

LOL, & Kenric can you stop pulling my shoe lace i beg you ?
& Stop pulling my pony tail , it's not funny -.-
I'm tired of tying my shoe laces and hair over & over again,
EVERY single day ! It's irritating ._.
Anyways. Reached tuition late again .

What do you treat me as? Who am i to you?
How long have i known you?
At least i, myself, know that i've known you longer than .. her .
And i didn't deserve what you did to me just now.
& I dislike her, okay? Her expression was like nothing happened (?)
And still continued laughing and smiling like no one's watching ,
& she didn't even look at me when she knows what's going on .
Excuse me leh (!)
I was there, & I'm a PERSON . A P-E-R-S-O-N .
& that was definitely not how you talk to or treat as a person .
Can't you just give me some sense of respect ,
Nevermind of that already ._.
Since when have you been treating me like this ?
Stop controlling me, telling me what to do.
You know i won't listen. I am stubborn what. Stop pretending.
Whether you can stand or not .. it's not my problem already.
I'm not an 'extra' for you to ignore.

Don't make me reach the extent of hating you.
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Hmm puting that aside for now :] No use thinking of it alr.
Anyw, Baby & i had several misunderstandings for the past few days.
Haha but after awhile, everything's back to normal :D
Though when we quarrel, i actually understood him more.
& i wouldn't repeat my mistakes again.
So baby, Don't worry :3
Misunderstandings can be harsh, but that shows how much our words can affect each other's feelings so badly..
But baby, sorry :/ really. I made you really upset this month .
I made you worry, i made you suffer & you always blamed yourself instead.
Stop giving in to me, i'm the one that's supposed to lah ♥
Happiness doesn't come easy at all , unless we work hard for it {:
Then everything will be worth it & we'll live with no regrets .
Heard his body is aching badly D:
When i heard it, i felt my body aching too lols ._.
Must take care yeah? Cause i'm not there to take care of you yet :/
Nights baby :) Sweet dreams !

Going to bed also bah . Loves

Tomorrow's our 7 MONTH together hehe :D !
Time's passing real fast .
I'm blessed to have you by my side .