I'll not be here, if not for you

So i had my haircut last week with Xuan. She didn't cut though. Cause she wants to leave her fringe longer, hehe. I went to cut off my split ends and cause my hair was already really long. Felt kinda heavy.. My hair is no longer curly. Not even straight. Quite wavy now :D Am thinking of curling again though. Went Gary's place to cut! He will never disappoint me. Cut about 2 inches short and then have my hair blowed to look more curly and volumized :)



Went back to her house after having brkfast with her brother. :) Then we made jelly and cookies together for her b'day party at night. I wasn't feeling very well that day! So ended up goin home early aft the party.


I've watched the new episode of Vampire Diaries! It was so exciting omg. Damon (L). Support this fan made tumblr page! http://fuckyeahiansomerhalder.tumblr.com/ Damn hot, no? Bookmark it! Hahs. I love his eyes. They're soo gorgeous :]

I had a really weird dream last night. It was 'bout a guy that i knew a few years back. We're not talking anymore now. I don't think he can ever remember me anymore.. But in my dream, it felt so realistic, like he was just there. Like i met him again. I don't know when we'll talk again. I doubt it'll ever happen now. We were close before, but not now. Sighs. It's weird looking back into the past right? Sometimes it's just like a scar, somethings are just impossible to forget. I'm happy for him now. His life seems great :}

Exam is coming soon. 2010 is ending, School is ending. It's like 3 months left. Nervous for everything. Okay. Gonna stop here. :) Bio test tomorrow. Tatas.

Hey. :) Hah haven't blog for so long. I miss blogging so much! :) Just realized there's lots of birthdays on this month. Hehe happy belated birthday to Chung yee and Claudia, bff :D (L) Hope you love the presents i gave you! Glad that your boyf is coming bck to kch soon. Have fun with him k! Got sick yesterday. Dk why. Woke up and felt so drowsy and caught flu and cough. Aft long hours in sch, caught headache / fever. Felt awful.. Aft sch i showered and went to sleep till late evening. And slept rly early at night. :) Feeling so mch better now. Can't wait to see my sister soon! She says she can't wait to watch Vampire diaries ! Aw, you btr love Damon aft watching it ;).

I just can't understand physics no matter how i try! Why's it so hard to understand? My grades are dropping. Sighs. I'm so distracted by other things instead. Gotta strive. Gonna be form 5 in a few months. Time flies and soon i'll be sitting for SPM. It's just like i js sat for pmr few days / months ago! why is this so :( *Growin old*

Kaila's Birthday is coming soon. This sat hehe. :D Hope to hav lotsa fun. Gonna have my hair cut this weekend. Gonna do chem hmrwk now. Will blog soon, Byebye. :D

♥ Cin

With my head held high.

I know no matter what, I’ll be perceived as the cruel bitch who decided to let go of something others may never find in their entire lifetime in pursuit of more selfish needs.

We’ve walked an amazing journey together and it has made us both who we are today. I will not for one second trade the moments I’ve had with you for anything in the world, because I know I may never ever find them again. I know there is a lot of growing up for me to do and I know I will continue falling and hurting myself in the process. I took a huge risk when I let go of the love of my life, but I will walk this lonely journey ahead with my head held high.

Thank you, for giving me the best years of my life. I know somewhere in my heart, there will always be a place that has your name engraved on it.

- Quoted from Sweatlee.

This is how i really feel right now. It's hard, but i will keep on going. I will get through.

Injuries self-inflicted just to be famous?

This is completely ridiculous. I was pitying this young-aged women a few weeks ago through the news. It said that she was walking outside starbucks after buying coffee and a black woman came to her and offered her to drink or something, and the next second she got acid poured onto her face. She wore sunglasses on that particular day so her eyesight was saved. She suffered second-degree burns and had to undergo surgery. Her incident had gained world-wide attention ! And there was even a facebook page created specially for her, like "Send hugs to Bethany Storro".

And the IRONY is that it was all a hoax. She admitted that the injuries were self-inflicted. As in she did this to her own face!! Just to get famous? Somemore she suffer from Spinal Meningitis as a child and still risk it to play this kinda trick on herself? No wonder i was like so suspicious when she was interviewed with her face all bandaged and yet still have that happy-go-lucky behaviour. I thought she was really so kind-hearted. If it happened to me, i swear i would cry my heart out. Lol. Surprisingly, it was all fake one lor. Somemore no evidence. She admitted she did it cause she was gonna star in Oprah Winfrey show and she pulled out because she didn't wanna go on. Crazy. So pretty and yet made herself ugly for attention & to be famous.



And now there's this facebook page that says Send Bethany Storro to Jail. Lol.